Ventgirl5

Sorry i havent been on in a wheal i've been very busy. I have a bad knee & have been on crutch the past week and a half, witch has messed everything up. I had a visit with my speicalist about it, i HAVE to start physical therapy. If it gets worse or stays the smae they'll do another MRI on it. If there see something wrong its surargy. If they dont see anything wrong, thay have a good idea of what it is already, so suragry. so thats that. School has been intresting, spring sports are started, witch i'm not in. But i'm rehursing for spring musical audtions. Witch means i learn one broardway style song. I'm also learning two other broadway sty

So i haven't done any real update latly, i don't know if this counts as one though. I've written a few new songs i thaught i'd share with yous! This first one is called "So Blind" I thought we were getting closer, on this up and down roller coaster. But seeing you with her makes me wanna scream. It makes me wanna scream. How could you be so blind? Why'd I let you in my life? I was right in front of your eyes. But I don't care about you anymore. I'm done. I can't stand the way you look at her. I don't think that it should matter 'cause I don't care about you anymore. You and her go take your love somewhere else. How could

my life once empty as the desert- the diffrance is the desert had the lizzards snakes and cactius wheal i had no one- my life was that that made the desert seem like a happy home- or so i thaught thats how my life was i saw my life like that for years  so more than once i atempted to end my empty life yet here i am writting this all down with pencial and paper happy and saddened to tell the tale  but pencial if far from perminat- so is my happiness as well  this pencial won't stay forever over time it will fadeuntil it exsists no more  my life will be the same- but for how long will this pencial remain and how long will i